I often run from my problems.
I have so much going on right now. It’s like I’m silently screaming for help and no one can hear.
I have to help myself.
I may have 5 loud blunts, a bottle of loopy vodka, 2 grams of k2, and after I’m too fucked up to know my name, I’ll call someone and get some head. Then I think I’ll take a couple pills and see if I wake up tomorrow. <3